by Leb Yellow Butterfly » August 21st, 2012, 9:21 pm
guys, I couldn't agree more with Curry...I hate to sound as someone who's always complaining and nagging... it is not a tragedy, people suffer from much many important things in life...again, thank you for everyone sympathizing with me through posts, PMs, FB and even my mobile, I am really overwhelmed, you guys are amazing, and showed how supportive you can be, not that I had a single doubt about that...my case is in no way worse than any of you, some of you have even booked and paid for everything and won't get their money back, some have already gone thru cancelled concerts before...we all have the same disappointment in common...we made an effort to get our tickets because we knew it was worth the effort, time, stress...
now I can see that most of the FOSers will be able to reschedule til December which I think is a relief to many of you..as per me, I really doubt to be able to make it. it is not the distance, in fact, Lebanon is not far from Germany (4 hours by plane) and it is not the visa because I can apply a second time and it is usually easier to get it when it is not the first time, I can even have it for a longer period, that can be up to 3 months..the reason why I wouldnt reschedule is that I am going for 12 days vacation to Germany and Austria now, spending money and working days, i will likely not be able to do it again on December, especially the week before Christmas, which means too much work and lot of money for the flight...I also thought I can save the money and maybe start thinking of being there with everyone in the final show in case it is possible..who knows...
On another hand, I will be in Munich in October and if those who will not reschedule and can't cancel their flight will also be there, a small FOS meeting with bavarian beers would be great too..you know, meeting you was big part of Munich dream and fulfilling a percentage of it will be a pleasure to me..
the family of the Spiders is a great one, reading the posts in this topic (of all kinds) is a total relief, despite the disappointments..angry ones speak your mind out and positive ones still give you hope...
the pain is bitter, the feeling is miserable (especially when I think of the reason why all this happened, I really go crazy, I mean..what are the odds?!) but we have to get over it and go forward..we will have better days, I am sure..
How Can We Grow Old, When the Soundtrack of our Lives is...ROCK and ROLL...