Sunny, you are as so great girl as you were when I got to know you as a 13-year-old, sweet, cool teengirl, who was searching her place in the world.
Dear, I absolutely understand your feelings, but you know, I have been learning lotsof interesting points from wiser people than I have ever been, and believe me, everything that I have learned recently works in my life.
Thus, don't think aboutthose "what would have happened if..." type of questions, because they won'tlose you anywhere.
Don't hurt yourself with this kind of thought, you deserve better thoughts than it is.
You may not know what would have happened, because it didn't happen to you luckyly, because it wasn't a part of your life-plan.
I understand your anger about the guy, but never wish anybody those kinds of things that you wouldn't like to get from others.
Just wish everyone that you would like to be wished.
Believe me,that guy will pay for his act, sooner or later, but he will.
My sinpathy is fior you, and my condolence is for your friends dear.