This is the last story of my "trilogy"
And it also has some magic...again thanks to my friends and to the Scorpions...
So...as I already told u - after my friend Olga made me such an amazing gift, and made my dream come true, I just couldn't stay thankless, and already in Moscow I made a decision that I would buy a ticket for a show in St Peter's for her. And it was the first thing I'd done after I came back from Moscow. Yes, there weren't tickets on "official" sale, but I found the proper one, being sold on the page of the russian FC. I told Olga about this, and yes, she was happy, so was I
She had only to buy train tickets - well, there she had some difficulties, but thanks God they were solved. Okay, I was really happy that she would attend one more show - she deserved that so much!
Great! But I also wanted to meet the guys in the airport - u know, the feeling that they are coming to my home city is a special one... So I really wanted to greet them and just to say "welcome to my home city! Enjoy and feel like you're home!" And I even prepared some presents for them - just small souvenirs, but each one with the meaning for each of them..
But u know, ironically in my city I have less time for all these adventures, coz I have to be with my family. And the arrival was on Sunday - so again I was tearing apart between , as I say, 2 my families.... Still I could cut a couple of hours for the airport -But I wasn't sure about the exact time of their arrival - they could arrive even on the private plane.. But this time I had no source to get this info...But still, we came in the airport, came to VIP gates and started to wait. Yes I had a strong doubt that they would come by that direct flight from Kazan - as the air company seemed not reliable even to me - but we tried our luck
- and well, of course they didn't come with that flight. But the crew came - okay, at least we welcomed them, which was also good
Of course I could wait for more, and some of fans who stayed longer, finally met them, but I had to go to my daughter and family. So I left, thinking of that irony, that I have less chances to meet and to talk to them in my home city.. But ok, still I would see the show, the show in my home city- and that already was something!
I went back home, and, feeling a bit sad, put all the presents out of my bag, thinking I would never need them...( why I'm telling this small fact - you'll see later
The next day I also had some free hours, so again I decided to use them trying my luck to meet the guys...and went to their hotel. Again.. Everyone who was standing there, came with certain purposes - to get the autographs, to make photos - but me - as usually - I just came to see and greet them, so say those words of welcoming to my home city...and.. of course to see THESE incredible eyes, and smile, and to thank him again...Yes I'm crazy...
In the crowd of fans, standing near the hotel, again I saw many familiar faces, and also made some new friends, so again we had much fun, telling interesting stories to each other, joking and laughing. But ok, this time I took one photo to sign... A photo of Klaus singing Follow your heart in Athens ( yes... again "follow your heart"...), kindly given for me by Tatiana
- hehe actually she had this photo to sign also, and I loved it so much, so asked her if I may have the same too - and she kindly agreed
So, there were 2 identical photos to sign.
Actually I thought the guys all would appear for sure, coz I thought they would go for soundcheck, but they didn't - so I wasn't lucky to sign this pic on that day.. Though, I was lucky to meet and greet Rudolf, Tatiana and Michael - yes they recognized me, Tatiana smiled warmly to me, Michael civilly nodded with his head to me, and Rudy - always high on positive - was smiling and greeting all of us
again I felt I was just charging with his energy.. Yes our Rudolf is a real energizer
So I waited as long as I could, and again had to leave me friends, and again that day I was going back home thinking of that irony, that I can easily meet and greet the guys everywhere, but not in my home city...
But ok, one I knew for sure - I would see the show - the show in my city - and it already made this show a special for me
and, yet, that evening there appeared a feeling of smth special to happen to me, but I took it only for the excitement before the show...
Besides, I knew that I would spend the next day with Olga - she was supposed to arrive in the morning, and then we would have the whole day till the show. Actually at 1st I didn't have any plans for the show day, except for meeting Olga, of course, and also I made an appointment with Ben in the evening - I just wanted to come to his truck to greet him and to talk for a while, just a couple of hours before the show.
So when I got home in the evening, I got a message from Tatiana, that finally James and Klaus showed up, and gave the autographs, and that she finally signed that pic
wow! Cool! I was happy for her and for the others, feeling a bit sad at the same time, that I wasn't there with them.
And here I realized that I may try another chance the next day. So I decided to go with Olga to the hotel again next day ( oh yes, crazy, crazy
So, after I met Olga, arranged all the things with her way back ( I needed to order an attendant for her), we went to my flat, where had a snack and a little rest. Oh, and the weather was just terrible... Rain and hurricane ( yep, we also joked that there would be the articles in the next day's newspapers, that the fans of scorpions were blown away from the hotel with rocking hurricane
) But when it stopped us,eh? -so we moved to the hotel. And again a crowed of fans, but this time I asked to led Olga in the 1st row - I wanted the guys to notice her, 1st of all, and, of course, also to use the chance to finally greet them.
Fortunately we didn't have to wait for a long - soon Michael appeared, and then I saw James - as usually in a good joking mood - greeting everyone and giving autographs, and taking pics
and.. He came to us and noticed and recognized Olga! Wow - he saw her and said, wow! Olga! Good to see u here! And I was so happy for her!! And again James showed his kindness.. Yep, a cute guy!!! again my huge respect to him!!! So he shook Olga's hand, again draw a sign on her hand, and then looked at me.. And said.. " and you're... Nadia!" - oh, hahaha
that was something! So he remembered even my name. Cool! And respect again James. I was honoured and appreciated that
and yep, finally I said him "welcome to my home city" -haha
at least this mission succeeded with one of the guys
After James Pawel appeared - funny - he passed by all us, and, in the end of our line he must have suddenly stopped -dunno what his thoughts were, but I think, he suddenly realized that we were probably there not by chance(
) -probably we were waiting at least for autographs, so yep, it looked funny when he stopped in the end and stared to give autographs to those who were in the end.. And of course again pushing started..and again the security started to push us back, and one of them pushed Olga really hard! ...ahhh.. And again I stared to scream "don't push! A blind person here!" - yes, again in english.. ( subconsciously) .. And again I saw Michael coming to us.. Hehe, he must have thought that he "have heard this somewhere already"
and again he helped us, saying - it's ok, she's blind, don't push...again thank u Michael....
Then I saw some movement near the hotel doors.. And heard "hey, Klaus, Klaus"... Yeyy! He was coming out!!! I prepared my photo
And Olga prepared her present - again occasionally she had one more beads flower -a rose with her, so of course she decided to present it to Klaus
We were all standing in one line, and Klaus was moving along our line, signing the stuff, so I also gave him my pic, ans again said welcome to my home city - dunno if he heard this, coz he didn't react to it, but he saw this pic, and smiled
, signed it, and moved on.. But my heart wasn't silent of course...and I just screamed what my heart was screaming then : "forever in my heart!!!"Klaus heard it, turned around to me, looked at me with that indescribable look, full of warmth and appreciation, made that his famous gesture, clapping his palm to his heart, and said ""awww..thank u very much""...yes it was "awwww"...still this moment remains one of the top emotional in my mind.!!
But it seemed that Klaus didn't notice Olga.. Gosh.. How could I forget about her.. And I immediately pulled that rose out of her hands, and with the scream, "hey, Klaus, and Olga is here, here's for you from Olga!!" gave him the rose - so he noticed her, and to my " do u remember Olga?" - responded "yes, of course!" with the intonation like "what the stupid questions you're asking!"
- okay-okay - of course he remembered her! Great! So! We waved them again when they were already in the cars, and happy," as pigs in a sh*t"( (c) Inna)
went to the venue, coz it was right about the time to meet Ben there.
When we arrived at the venue, we moved to backstage area, where I saw Ben's truck -so we came to him, greeted each other, also I introduced Olga to him, and we chatted about this and that. At the same time I noticed a group of fans standing at the backstage doors...well.. I knew that the guys had already arrived, and, this time we had show tickets and I really didn't want to annoy Michael and the guys, they had already done too much for us, so I was just watching those fans, understanding that they only wasted their time, and was enjoying my conversation with Ben, who. As usually had many funny stories to tell.
But suddenly I realized that I forgot to buy flowers!!! Sh*t
... i apologized before Ben, and we went to buy flowers. Yes. This time it will be 5 red roses, and now I won't let anyone to damage them!
I said to Ben :we'll be back soon" - even not suggesting that we wouldn't be back....
Coz, while I was buying flowers, I received a call from my friend, Tatiana ( not that one another one) who was asking where we were, and also told us to go to the backstage entrance immediately. Ammm what? Why? How? What for???
All these question were in my mind, but my heart again started to jump....I literally took Olga into my hands and we ran to backstage entrance. When we came, Tatiana appeared there - and she was there as a photographer. She was our with Olga common friend -so, when she learned that Olga would be in St Peter's, she wanted to make this present for her - so she just came to Michael with the question if he may give Olga a pass, and he already knew she was in St peters - of course - he saw her near the hotel - and he kindly agreed...Oh. My.God.!!!!!! I just couldn't believe this again...And immediately thought how all the things weren't occidental..the Universe led us to it...1st - i told my friend that Olga were coming..just in a chat.. nothing more.. then my idea to come to the hotel and Michael noticing us... yes... The Universe and my city prepared me a big.. A HUGE gift...that's why all the days before were without any adventures...
So, Tatiana gave us 2 backstage passes ( ok, I thought they were just passes) -and we went in...gosh! Indeed if smth is meant to happen, it will happen.. And if in Moscow Olga planned to come to backstage, then here we didn't even plan anything....again I was so happy.. Extremely happy and thankful, this time first of all to my friend Tatiana, who was so kind to remember about Olga, and got some time to get this present for her, and for me also!!! And, again to Michael to be so kind once again to us...
So we went in - and I looked at the clock -it want less that hour before the show -oh, ok I thought, not so many chances to see anyone, but still. We had a chance...wahoo!!
But, there appeared a girl, a representative from the promoters, and told us that the event would start in several minutes. Event? What event? But the girl continued : "Pls prepare the stuff to sign by the guys, and you'll have just several moments to greet them and to say several words if you want". To greet them????OH. MY. GOD.!!!!! I understood everything.. It was meet&greet...I looked at my bage again.. It was written "winner" there.. Gosh... So we had passes for M&G....yes, I remembered about that contest, that the promoters made for the fans... Of course I didn't take part in it, coz I simply had no time for it...
So...Meet&Greet.. Perfect. And I have nothing to sign... The only pic of Klaus was already signed...( hehe, if I only knew...)...pfff...wtf???but I had my scarf!!!Of cousre!! It was the right thing to sign!
. But I needed silver or golden marker to sign it, so I started to search for it in my bag, feeling at the same time abit sad that I didn't take the presents - coz it was such a chance.. Ahh.. If I only knew...and.. Suddenly I saw it!! A present - one present was in my bag!!!!!!! Dunno how it happened, but somehow it just left in my bag, while others, unfortunately were in my flat.. But can u guess for whom was that present??? Of course!! For Klaus!!! I couldn't believe my eyes!!! How could that happen??? Indeed a kind of magic...wow! And the present was a little porcelain angel - yes once I already gave him an angel - in 2012 in a hotel - but then there was such a mess, and I wasn't even sure he took it with him then..And, after all, to give one more angel for our angel is not bad at all, right
So, we stood in the queue -there were about 10 ppl in total -and me and Olga were among the last - which was good for me -at least I could prepare several words to say to each of them. But, that girl from promoters, saw us, and told us to stand in the beginning.. Sh*t.. I really wanted to say her " heeey, wait, I haven't prepared my speech yet!!!
" But there was no time.. We moved. And when we were in a queue, James already noticed us -as he was the closet to us..and made a face to me and smiled - but it was like "hey, you again!"=) hehe.. So it was our turn and I went on with Olga to them.. Gosh -why it always happens so - when you're getting ready for smth, preparing gifts and words and, and.. Nothing happens.. And when u r absolutely unprepared, such chances happen...it was my second situation...I was extremely happy that I had this chance..a moment in a million years...but I wasn't ready to it...
Still at 1st we came to James, who as usually was kind, smiling, and greeted Olga again. Asked her smth, signed a CD for her, talked to her.. Ahh.. Hehe, I love that guy
but don't get me wrong, pls
) I also gave him a scarf to sign, and again thanked him and told a couple of words more...And.. I dunno but I decided to move forward while James was talking to Olga - the next was Matthias, so it was his turn to sign the scarf.. Dunno but I stayed silent.. Yes.. Shock+I was looking after Olga to lead her right and say who of the guys was the next.. So it was a bit messy. Plus of course it was a kind of an official event, so everyone was looking at us, taking pics etc... Of course I got lost...only when I was before Rudy I realized that I had to say smth
! Yes, I started to thank him for the music, addressing at the same time to Matthias also , said smth that their music encouraged me, made me moved forward and fight, but here I looked at Matthias ( Rudy was too busy with signing my scarf - you know - it's made of stretch, so it was rather difficult to sign it...) - and I saw How Matthias was looking at me..wow! Such a kind and thankful look! And this his look really distracted me from what I was intending to say.
..ookay, I thot, pls concentrate, don't look at Matt, look at the other side...gosh... It was a very bad idea
...coz, u probably guess who was on the other side from Rudolf...of course Klaus.. So, when I looked at Klaus, and saw HOW he was looking at me.. It totally knocked me out...coz.. I really have no words to describe it...yes it was his usual warm and kind look, his eyes were smiling, and there was so much appreciation, in it..and it even seemed to me that even a kind of admiration
.. But dunno.. I really can't describe it... But gosh.. I just flew away of this look...So...all I was intending to say to Rudolf - about his book, his life philosophy, my deepest respect to him.. I forgot all of this in one moment.
.. Gosh now I feel so sorry about it.
.. but that look, those eyes...ahh....So sorry, dear Rudolf..
..You know that you're also a special for me, and deeply respected, and of course your life philosophy, which you express through your music and in your book really changed my life, and I use it each day of my life to stay alive and to move on and never give up!
- actually I was intending to say him smth like this..but Klaus' charm was stronger...
So..the next was Klaus...and here again the words were coming from my heart -so, at 1st I gave the scarf - and here he, watching how it was difficult to others to sign it, asked me to hold to make it easy to sign ( hehe, what a smart boy
). And then there was it. A moment in a million years. Finally i had this chance. To say all these words of thankfulness, to express my respect and admiration to this special man, really special to me, coz his voice got deep into my soul, and saved my life, showing me the light in the dark....
So I gave him that angel with the words "once you sent me an angel, and saved my hopeless heart, and now I'm sending you this one. Let He save you! And God bless you! Coz your voice cured my soul and it is keeping me alive now. You and your songs will be forever in my heart
". Yet I presented him flowers, and added smth about respect and thankfulness, don't remember now, because again I was blown away with his look.. So warm.. So grateful..so incredible..
I still have this look before my eyes, and my heart fills with so much warmth when I recall that moment...And I was happy, I was about to cry of happiness and emotions!! I finally thanked him..and he accepted it.. I saw and feel how he was touched and happy at the same time... really the best day of my life
And.. Here my brain "turned on" - gosh!!!! I forgot about Olga!! How could I?? Ahh.. She was stading before Rudolf, and I saw she was totally lost.. Ookay, angry for myself, I took her hand and led her to Klaus. But she stayed silent. Thanks God the Klaus' spell was gone for a while,: mrgreen: - and started to tell her to say smth to Klaus - she asked -what? - gosh, how do I know what? - I understood that she was in a shock and lost..and here I got it! Of course - and said - sing to him! - and again from her -what to sing? here the answer was obvious - "follow ur heart"
- and yep, can you imagine this our conversation, as we were standing in front of the guys...but ok.. She started to sing. And here Michael appeared ask said there was not much time..okay - I asked Olga to sing only one part of the song. And gosh...that also was a moment...full of emotions, and again tears came to my eyes...
If u only could see this... The way they all looked at her.. How attentive they all were listening...oh, here's this moment:
After she sang, they all applauded her and, of course Klaus said his firm "WOW"=)) awww....that was very-very-very cool!!!
The last one was Pawel, we came to him together, and he took Olga's hand and said her in Russian :" I loved the way you sang, you have a very beautiful voice". Oh! Wow-wow-wow!! Respect to Pawel!!! Olga was touched and happy=)))
We moved back to let the others go to the guys, and I didn't believe again that it all was real, that I wasn't dreaming...I just again and again thanked God for making me this present...I was so happy.. Emotions really overwhelmed me...And Olga also was happy!
But it was a time to go and take our seats
Well, my seat was comparatively far - 9th row in parterre, but I couldn't afford closer...you know the rates.. Lower than in Moscow of course, but still high for me....
And, when I entered in, what did I see? Extra 2 rows were added....wtf?? So, my 9th row turned to be 11th!!! I saw Tatiana, who was really angry with this 2 vip rows...indeed -why didn't the promoters inform us about the additional rows..that was unfair and illegal. So she argued with the organizers when I came to her. Of course I was on her side! so I joined that arguing, supporting Tatianas arguments. Coz she bought ticket in a 1st row, paid a fortune for it, and now she was in the 3rd row, which in fact costed less...Eventually she stood her position and they brought an extra chair for her! I was happy for her! We even managed to talk for a while, and I told her about that magic that happened to me -about M&G and other things... yes I was happy,extremely happy, I was filled with positive energy!!! And was waiting for the beginning of the show with the great excitement!!! Then I saw other friends -and we also greeted each other..and here I saw that Tatiana, who gave me passes, she already came to her place before the stage to make pics - and I waved her, and she started to make pics of me - hehe - and I also started to pose, to fool around , jumping with my FOS scarf and making crazy faces....as it turned out later, those pics weren't good, though, somebody else caught that moment
Finally again fading lights, the orchestra appeared...yes..my 3rd show in a row, but with each one I only want more and more...yes..this combination of rock and classics is really for me! I looove it! this music really touched me to the bottom of my heart and soul...just smth incredible...and magic.....
But this time I told myself not to hide my emotions...besides, my seat was in a good position -yes, pretty away from the stage, but right in the passage between the parterre sectors, so I decided to jump and stand in this passage from time to time. And, again to avoid any conflict, I asked the girl behind me if she minded that I would Jump of and would raise my scarf - and, oh thank u God! - she said - heyy.. Isn't it a rock show??? - yayyy!!!! An adequate person!!! From that moment I totally pulled off all the brakes!!! Yes.. This time I will rock at 123456789%!!! And no one will stop me!!!
And, with the 1st notes of SITT I jumped of my chair and began to jump, wave with my scarf and just rock out the way I wanted!!! Hehe, I saw that the guys noticed me ( of course, I was almost only one who dared to act this way! - I just didn't look back, cant say probably someone else behind me also was rocking the same way. As well as in sectors - but there wasn't anyone in front of me for sure...) - and I saw and felt that the guys were happy seeing me rocking !!!! But, I really couldn't sit!! Besides usual excitement, the emotions of M&G overwhelmed me, so I couldn't hide away the emotions!!
Well.. Of course the security wasn't sleeping - from time to time they came to me ask asked to sit down - but ok - they did it politely, so I sat back on my chair for a while, and after all, I wasn't up all the time sometimes I made breaks myself too.
But it was really top emotional show for me!!! Looking at all the guys, who were again in a great shape, enjoying their playing, enjoying, as never before, Klaus' voice, seeing that he and others noticed me, getting the signs of their attention..wow!! That was it!! That was my total happiness!!!
During The Zoo Klaus appeared with the drumsticks - I thought -why not - and carefully ran to the stage, while the security didn't notice it - and 2 or 3 other guys ran along with me - Klaus noticed me, and of course threw the drumstick directly to me..aww... Cool.. But here the security guy appeared, and the battle for a drumstick in the best hollywood movie tradition had begun...
The security pushed me away right in the moment when Klaus threw it, so of course I didn't manage to catch it, al it fell down on the floor near the seat, but I didn't give up and tried to pick it up, to what the security, who probably got me wrong and thought I was intending to go close to stage, again pushed me and hit me really tough in the ribs.. But I used all my force to pull away his hand and finally got the drumstick!!! Yes!! I won - again as in the Hollywood bockbaster.
So after I finally got it, I turned around and raised th drumstick up, looking at Klaus, and saw that he saw me, and he was smiling - probably he, and the others even saw this fighting. But I was getting this drumstick not for myself - I wanted to get it to Olga. But I knew I would give it to her only after the show, coz she was sitting a few rows away from me.
On No One Like U - I really was flying somewhere above - I was jumping and rocking all the song!! And Klaus during the words " there's no one like u" pointed at me a couple of times - gosh yeah! I was pleased, really pleased!!!
And, of course I had a mission of calling to my fos sisters!! So when it was time for We''ll burn the sky" - I called Curry. But there was smth wrong with the connection - so I was constantly checking if everything was ok, I even re-dialled her once. Hopefully she heard the most part of the song!
But.. I totally failed with calling Nada.
. And it was fully my mistake. Even now I feel sorry... Coz, that. What I was afraid could happen with calling Dasha in Athens, happened in St Peters.. When I started to call Nada on SMAA, I heard that I was out of money on my balance..oh no-no-no!!!!
I'd checked everything before - and thought the sum would be enough...but it wasn't
noooo....but ok, my friend was sitting next to me, so I asked her to use her phone, and she kindly agreed!!! So i started to dial Nada's number, and when was already waiting for the connection, I realized that I was calling her lebanese number, but she was in Egypt and gave me Egyptian number...ohhh...
.I started to search seach her egyptian number in my phone... And.. didn't find it..
of course! With all that mess I had I simply forgot to save it into my phone...agr....
.I was angry for myself
+ I missed almost all SMAA - that special after M&G song - but that was a punishment for me for my mistake. Nada, dear fos sis, sorry once again...
So.. each and every song, each and every second of that show were too special for me...I was really top on the emotions...Just magic...and yes I can compare this to the emotions I had in Athens.. A different, but the same in strength of the emotions...
And, as for the audience - in general better than in Moscow, but far from Minsk's one...What I hated was the constant moving of the ppl here and there, many ppl were late for the show, and they entered and were going as if it was normal - such a big disrespect to the guys...+ of course not so many ppl were active - even in the sectors...And as usually in the end of TBIYTC when Klaus gave the microphone to the audience to sing -instead of singing "heja-hejo" everyone started to applaud
- oookay better than sitting with stone faces, but still...
The only thing that made me feel good in th audience was that many ppl supported the flash-mob with the paper "planes' - and during WOC many planes flew to the stage! Yes guys appreciated this, and I was happy and thankful to the audience for this, and had a respect to the one who invented this idea
And yep, we also had the sheets of paper ( again Tatiana brought them! - oh, how I'm thankful to her for giving and fulfilling all these flash mobs ideas - coz I totally had no time to think about it, and I know that her ideas were appreciated by guys!! Coz it's really great!!!)
So I also raised them - "Just Follow Ur heart", "Scorpions - one life-one love", "Danke" -though, of course this time it was only symbolical - I was too away
And again, on RYLAH Klaus asked the audience to stand up( again.. Can u imagine that...
) - but I was in front already!!
Standing with my Family of Spiders scarf!! Yes, and though this time the pushing was hard again, and still I felt some pain in ribs again ( hehe the price for that drumstick..) - I actually didn't mind it - coz the guys, the Scorpions, gave me so much energy and power!!! And again and again I was thankful to them for everything, for changing my life so much!!!
And I really, really didn't want this show to end...I wanted it to last forever, that's why, when the guys disappeared from the stage, I felt that sadness, I even had tears coming to my eyes..but when Tatiana, Nina and my other friends came to me right after the show, that sadness disappeared, and only extreme happiness remained in me. I came to Olga and asked her impressions of the show -and she said it was much better that Moscow's one - in sound, in audience, in enegry! Wow! Great!! Great!! I became even more happy!!And I gave her the drumstick with the words it was specially for her from Klaus ( and it was so, wasn't it
So.. It was time to go home...the show was over, but it brought to me so many emotions.. So many great memories!!!
At 1st we went to say buy to Ben, and then I had to see off Olga on a train back. But there was a bit time before the train departure, so as there were several friends with us, we all decided to go to the cafe to have a snack, and to share all the emotions
. Yes I got also only the warmest memories of that time we were in the cafe
But, we finally we had to say good-bye to each other, and, on my way back home I was feeling nothing but extreme happiness, freedom, love and harmony.
And I knew that it all was given to me by The Scorpions!! By their power of love, by the part of their soul, that they give me each time on the show through their playing and singing! And I was endlessly thankful to them!!
Also, I was endlessly thankful to God, to the Universe for giving me all these magic moments, to making all these dreams come true for me!!! Yes I felt blessed!! And I was thankful!!!
I was blessed to have a chance to see 3 amazing shows in a row!
I had a lot of adventures and fun. I met so many new friends and got closer to those that I knew!!! I experienced 2 amazing meetings with the guys!!! I had chance to talk to them and to thank all of them!!!And now, again and again my non-stop thanking to The Scorpions!!!When you came into my life, you change it so much!!! You put me out of that darkness I was in.. You helped me to see the light in the dark and saved my hopeless heart....and.. You brought so many amazing friends, real, sincere friends, as you are, to my life, yes...the simple "thank u" is not enough to express my feelings...But still, thank u for being in my life, thank u for inspiring me and keeping me alive! I'm happy and proud that you are a part of my life! And I'm proud and blessed to be a part of this amazing family - "Family of Spiders"!!!!!
PS. ...and again I have this feeling in my heart that TBIYTC!!!