Four days have passed since I was released from the hospital and usually, in Japan, we can stay from two weeks up to one month the hospital, but the hospital where I stayed has a policy to where you must leave within 10 days. I wanted to have more of an IV pain-killer because the hospital offers much stronger medicine then when you're on an out-patient basis, but oh, well.
The pain made me so irritated and angry but I had no place to release the feeling.
Today, finally, my doctor gave me a stronger pain-killer so the pain went away a little.
I would like to thank everyone who wrote me warm, kind, and considerate messages and email.
My battle is still going on and I have a lot of ups and downs each day, but I believe something good will come after a bad thing happened.
If anyone who is suffering with the same situtation or any other similar problem, please hang in there together.
I am not strong and so am not a type of person who can comfort other people well, but I can share the pain and anger and sadness with you.
I would like to share these photos with you all for a little bit of a comforting feeling.http://i466.photobucket.com/albums/rr25/estoril2008/42c229a5.jpghttp://i466.photobucket.com/albums/rr25/estoril2008/1a7467e1.jpghttp://i466.photobucket.com/albums/rr25/estoril2008/bluesky.jpg
These things are always given to us from the God, and even if you don't realize they are there, God will still continue offering them to you because you can feel healing and love. This is what I believe.
I want to be loved.
I want to feel love.
So I want to love you, too.