I`ve tried to follow our guys` advices, their appeal not to be sad, not the think about the end of SCORPIONS ERA, and I even manage to do this - to tear this thought from my head! And I kind of did it...I`ve as if forgot it is a farewell and enjoyed every moment with a great pleasure!
But it`s getting harder and harder for me. I catch myself - I`m in tears in my eyes, when listening to their songs... It is already painful, cause I know, we`ll have their songs forever, but we won`t have anymore the chance to hear them on concerts, live...
My heart is not enjoying anymore, it`s already bleeding... And the more I listen to them, the more I think about this end
We`re having fun here, chating, we have countdowns to concerts. But it`s close the date they`ll tell where the last concert will be! And then? We won`t enjoy the countdown anymore, the counting will be painfull as well
Goshh, I want to listen them! I don`t want to stop listening to their sings.. Non-Stop! And at the same time I don`t want to do it, cause I think and think and think about the above.. and I feel so sad!
And yesterday, after work I listened to We`ll Burn the Sky a couple of times.. And it`s so... it`s not just a song, but a work of art, someting really magnificent... And then this mixed feelings - admiration and pain, rushed into me again...
Please,people, calm me somehow.. Tell me that they`ll never stop playing, lie me, help me... I can`t deal with this weird situation by my own anymore

and time has passed.. I agree they need time for themselves, to rest, to be more present for their family and friends. As for us, their FOS friends, I hope very very much,
they will go on give us news, just a "coucou" from time to time, just to rassure us and tell us we are always here in their heart as they are in our hearts too
Perhaps they will give us surprises again too, but just enjoy, because we are in the "best is yet to come" !!!
Thanks all, friends!

